105.9 the rock

so, i figure it's about damn time for an update. i didn't do much in working out this week besides drinking water& eating less. not having any money solves this problem. the rec was closed during fall break, which sucked.

alas, i was let out of my 2D class todays early, so i went home& changed& headed to the gym. i didn't stay to long, being by myself kinda sucks but i'll get over it. sarah had work till 5 but later texted me saying she was doing over time, i guess.

all together i have lost 185 calories for today. plus, i lifted weights, but not with my arms. i feel out numbered with all the "hot" guys in the weight lifting room. they all think their so buff with their toned arms& ripped chest. (mmmhm) nathan is nothing like them, he said he used to be but since he moved here to tennessee he stopped. its because in Texas, they care more about football& jesus than anything else. in growing murfreesboro, we care more about basketball& jesus than anything else. i care more about baseball& wicca& art& photography. this doesn't flow with my mom very well. i grew up in church of christ& to her that a family member is wiccan would be an up roar. SOOOO, its on the DL.

but, nathan, to me, is perfect. every inch of him is comfort to me& i feel very secure. i love it!

so, today i worked out for about an hour& 30 mins. i think? i'm not sure how much i weigh, i'm a little bit affraid to look.

while sitting in my math class i came up with a chart:

240 > 170 = 70
235 > 170 = 65
230 > 170 = 60
225 > 170 = 55
220 > 170 = 50
215 > 170 = 45
210 > 170 = 40
205 > 170 = 35
200 > 170 = 30
195 > 170 = 25
190 > 170 = 20
185 > 170 = 15
180 > 170 = 10
175 > 170 = 5
170 = 170

green is what i've lost, purple is were i'm at& red is my goal weight for june 9, 2009 or before. i want to be hawt when i hit 22.